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I'll Cut My Head Off and Run With It

by We Will Get There Eventually

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1.
I got closer than I ever wanted to be, I should know just to keep to myself, that I don't fit right with nobody else. I don't love like I did when I was younger. I fell asleep on an instrument, I did not wake when the fire was lit, and I burned down with all of the noise, I burned down with God's girls and boys. We are just like scared little kids. I'm just like a scared fucking kid. What the fuck happened to you? I thought you loved me too. What about our family? I guess it wasn't meant to be.
2.
Through an artist eye, I was pulled in through riptide. I know that the grass is always greener on the other side. Felt you pull my shirt, felt you pull me in close, felt you take another dose of everything I had to give. There was a grin on my face, my palm sweat so scared, and nervously I grabbed you, and you kissed me impaired. Though the worlds an ugly place, full of regrets and mistakes, but what a distraction, finally awakening. We are right where we belong. Try telling me different. The night sky in bloom, we followed stars into your room, And laid by you again like our bodies were in a tomb. Pictures filled with lies followed doubt into my eyes, why would I hang it on the wall, If the past was dead and gone? I got home, why did I even go home and fill my head with her? It's never safe to be alone with me.
3.
I'm sorry about a lot of things, like us all, I regret some of the shots that I've fired, but the beauty, quantitatively, is the way people cross through our lives, and if you'd look both ways, I hope you'd see me, before I ruin another one of your days. I pretend that you'll stay with me, I hope you do, but if you can't, than you can't, I'd understand that too. But if you'd hear me, connect the dots once, I'm sure you could find another loved one, hiding in places you haven't looked in yet. But he's there, or she's there, whatever preference you may have. I'm sorry about a lot of things, but never love, that hits close to home. I'd miss the hay fields, I'd miss the orange peels, I'd miss the days that have gone and escaped me. But remembering is just forgetting, my mind, it changes by the day. Just hold my fingers, for the moment and let go if you must. But right here, right now, darling I love you I hope that's enough.
4.
Walking home alone, my headphones will be my friends. And I'm standing up now, soon I'll fall down again. I don't wanna be alone but I don't wanna be with you and I cant find anything in between those uneven lines. You're running from the light and your shoes are untied and I bet you're happy I bet you're laughing with them, in the dark, but just a few weeks ago you were crying in my arms. And I don't know how to comfort you and you don't know how to comfort me. You're running from the light and your shoes are untied and I bet your happy I bet your laughing with them, in the dark, but just a few weeks ago You were crying in my arms. And I hope we both die, so we all go to heaven. And I'm looking at the clock and it's eleven eleven, it's time to make a wish, do you want me to leave or do you want me to stay here, so you can dampen my sleeve? But you're turning away from me darling, I'll take the hint, walking down twisted roads, hear my tears hit the cement. Until I found my crooked bed but I can't find a dream. I'm just looking at the ceiling With a frown up on my face. / The chatter is rising from the basement. The smoke reaching the top. The man that I found in my body, he must have been lost. Your eyes are overcast with lies. Your lips spit nothing but denies. I wrote a love song and you made me burn it, my ink was as cold as ice. Now I've got a bottle to my mouth, I'll stop these words from coming out, I'll stop these words even if I have to drown. I'm going down down down.
5.
I could love you like I used to If we were still in the dark I could kiss you like I meant it If I meant it all all. It's too cold out here, to not hold your hand, but it's to warm in there to stay in the bed. The clock is dreaming, time's dead, try to think of any place I'd rather be instead of here, with you and me. I buried my heart last November, now its just a stain on the floor. Another life that I lived that I'll try to ignore. I heard you were connected up through cords, in a hospital bed. They watched your heart beat, analyzed it, made sure you were clean in your head. Are you clean in your head? Are you sweeping the walls? You were crying in the bathroom calling your therapist. I was thinking all about me, all the old times I missed. I'll deposit this home, And go and find myself because I've been dead for awhile but I love the rest.
6.
Dance 04:41
I can be so far away but it's the same thing as being close to you don't be fooled if I hold on your hands It doesn't mean I need you. I don't give a fuck if you love me. Morning light creeps under your blinds don't think that I miss you. At seven o four I lay down in Georgia and look into the sky. At seven eleven I lay down in heaven with demons in my ear. At seven twelve I lay down in hell with angels in my ear. And I dream of high school dances and songs and leaning against the wall No, I couldn't move my feet so I leaned against the wall. / Where the road mounts the sky I cliff dived I flew through business parks and parking lots until I woke up I flew through the abandoned church and my child birth, and I sweat through the bed.
7.
Binge watching the past, there are stars in these photographs, the people that we wanted to be. Why is there tears in your eyes, and paint on your fingers, is there something you're trying to say? You're simply acrylic, one layer does the job, But I'm simply dependent, I'll wait here and rot until you grab my hands and take me away, and if you don't then I'll just wait anyway. We'd toy with the idea that you loved me again, and I'll find the answer in that through this ink in my pen. I'd check up on you, If I thought you wanted that but I bet you don't So just close your eyes and watch my back. Binge watching the past, there's tears on these photographs as I'm trying to relive you and me. Why is there nothing in your eyes, and no ring on your finger, is there something you just can't say to me?
8.
I fell backwards and you stood me up and you fell inwards and we found love and you said you could love anyone if they just could love you back and we danced between each falling rain drop and I took to you but you couldn't break the fall and you make me happy, if you could believe that I fell backwards and you stood me up and you fell inwards and we found love and you said you could love anyone if they just could love you back I love you back but I'll just keep it to myself
9.
I like it when the dragonflies hit the light bulbs, I was crying in the backseat of my car. I built this when my days were more valuable dancing in the graveyard of gods. Now keeping my head in the clouds, nothingness never felt so complete. We hid our depression under layers of skin, sometimes I miss seeing things unclearly. When I hear your name I hear your name. At some point you just move on. Good luck never got anyone anywhere at all. But I wear emotion on my wrist sleeve. I have to believe I'm better to get me through the day. Everything will be outdated. And I heard it rain sideways, I saw it through the window in this house that's far to big for me. We are so small, we hide inside big buildings, measuring our days in coffee mugs, we stay awake for nothing. When a cold wind blows, I just feel warmer or I just feel nothing. I am fools gold.
10.
The life you deserve is wrapped up in ribbons, through tears and through rivets you're watching me pass. Our smiles are like nothing, they will last forever, it's the only way forever ceases to pass. True love comes in cartons, now they are half of the price, but for you, anything, any price is right. In a blink of an eye dreams fall off of a loom -- you can't make a commitment in a single afternoon. I'd sell my soul for some excuse to live. I fear tears coming underneath my eyelids. It's so hard to forgive under a screen I cannot break, I cant see your face, I cant see your face. My vessels dried up about twelve months ago when I was too fearful, when I couldn't let go. When it's as if everything I ever wanted was there all along, so whats the point in defining who was right or wrong? And I think I found heaven, and it's deep in your eyes. So how can you give me what was already mine? Im watching the landscape get wrinkled by the time until Im losing myself, in my repetitive mind: another night filled with sleep, another day filled with sleep, in my dreams I get away from who we never could be. Locking eyes in my dreams or to think of your hands is too much I'm to fragile to meet my demands. Trembling in the sight of a kiss, I took the long way to avoid your warmth, you are my unmalleable resource. I'm stuck between ideas and dreams, wishes and memories, the things that you'd think, poetic and true. Every time I leave I start to love you. But it's evident now you've always pushed me away, so I'll fuck off, I'll forget it, I don't give a fuck anyway. I'll just leave today.

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Almost a year in the making.
I'll Cut My Head Off and Run With it is about love, and the lack of.
About death, rebirth, dreams and insecurities.
After recording demos for this album, we left the recorder on as we drank and settled. Pieces from that recorded conversation are sprinkled through this album. I tried to get the most honest and raw emotions out in this record. Please Enjoy. It's been a blast making this.

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released January 8, 2016

All Songs Written and Performed by Morgan Motes.
Featuring Trayton Grass (Bass, melody guitar), Jake Kessler (Drums, mixing), Brent Matheny(piano), and Katelyn Patterson(guest vocals on thickly painted).

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We Will Get There Eventually Naples, Florida

Experimental singer-songwriter, emo-folk and bedroom pop project by painter, Morgan Motes.

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